Kato.1991.Taken.Med student.Professional Vampire slayer.Degree zombie apocalypse. Art lover. Metaphysics.

The Insanity of Modern Culture 
Ain’t Beautiful

I am not beautiful, i cant be always sweet to make guys likes me, i hate using pink all the time, i love wearing loosey pants and sneakers -CONVERSE- all dirty, i rather cut my hair on weird forms, than have it all longgggg, i spend weeks without going to wash my hair on a beauty salon, and sometimes i just do it by myself.

Yeah i fall in love, almost always with the wrong guy, i hate talking on the phone, except when is this one boy. I rather watch an action movie than romantics dramas, i eat popcorns like a pig, i hate guys spending his money on me on a date, not because i find me not worth it, not at all, but i understand things has to be 50/50 most of the time.

And yes i love to hold hands, i love to hug and be hugged, i love to kiss, i love to dream, sometimes i get easily distracted, and im the kind of girl that if you need me i’ll be there, no matter who you are, if you did me wrong, if you did me right, just if you really mean it i’ll be there.

I love martial arts, i love watching real fights, i love to read, i looove to talk about quantum physics, philosophy and literature in general, i like to cook sweet stuff, i like to be photographed, i like to run, spinning and laid my head on the grass.. 

Im sorry i can’t be barbie, but even barbie in human size would have reaaally weirds proportions.

I see, guys are looking for girls who are always parting, have no rules, no morals, and only think about themselves, i’ve been the opposite, and i just get hurt.

I heard at the end, those guys will end up with women like me, coz its their time to loosing up enjoy youth and blah blah, but what a bout girls like me meanwhile? getting always jerks, assholes, till the end we end up with other type of jerks who never looked at you by then.





-probably the same we are looking for on jerks-


My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn’t that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn’t really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. “I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don’t like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I’ve sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You’re beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won’t drag this out. I love you, & I’d like to be your boyfriend…Will you go out with me?” This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It’s been 5 long years, and just today, he said those exact words. To propose.


damn…now this nigguh is the real “smooth like butter”

THIS^ just made me cry.

(Fuente: -nicolelyn, vía ohcaptainjuny)


If you don’t like someone, just walk away. STAY AWAY FROM THEM.

There’s no need to put them on a bridge and make them jump.
Tolerance, because there’s always gonna be someone who doesn’t like you, but not because of it, you’ll stop being yourself.

I just read a fan page called “ANTI-EMO”, i mean Dude/tte SERIOUSLY? ITS XXI century!! for zeus sake, what makes the world spinning around is the difference between us, but it has become a dangerous and rough spinning for a lot of people, just because a few cant understand or are just afraid.

I found there’s another way to stop the hate, it’s just understanding, and helping. Why people don’t want to understand or help, because they are use to it, they are use to hate. Is a waste of energy hating someone who probably doesn’t even care about your business.

 Why do you like to live in chaos?

Why don’t you try to make a better place? I mean, you are living in it too. What goes around, comes around.

If you just knew how important thoughts are. How powerful they are, you’d even cry.

It doesn’t just hurt the person you are thinking or talking about, but YOU.

And for those who know how wrong some one is but still do NOTHING about it Tolerance of intolerance is cowardice.—Ayaan Hirsi Ali
STOP IT.Please.

I work hard with energy, its not a mystery, people like those chaotic, trouble-maker HATERS, makes my work harder, and i just want to be happy, and make the people around me happy, even if i don’t like their procedures.

Live in peace.Tolerance.Love.Control.

      Blessed be.~


(Fuente: inegray)

Since i’m bored as hell…

I’m going to watch glee